If I you're like me, you like to look at the pictures posted on the net by other T-Girls. It provides a useful standard for many of us, and we compare the girls we find on the net to ourselves. Many of them will elicit a certain amount of pride in ourselves: "I look a lot better than HER," we tell ourselves, even if it isn't true; or we will look at those pictures with envy, wishing that we looked even half that good. And, of course, many of us lust after the girls we find on the web. I don't delude myself into thinking that I am as pretty as some of the girls I find on the net, but I think I look okay. I wish I looked better, but I am working on it. My ideal, unrealistic as it may be, is to look like Catherine Zeta Jones or Betty Page, and if pigs had wings....well, you get the idea. I don't have a lot of pictures of myself yet. I hate looking at myself. It reminds me of hearing my voice on tape. "I sound (or look) that geeky?" is my usual thought. Some of you probably know what I mean.